What is it?

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A probe. A trying.

Most of the stories have an introductory chapter.
The next lines are that. Or something similar.

I can't sleep. I have a lots of different thoughts. Both heavy and philosophical kinds.

I had a hard family discussion about our future life.
There is a loud kind of pub in the opposite side of the street.
My little son couldn't fall asleep for long time next to me.
So my mind goes constantly.

I don't want to forget them.
I got up and I decided to start something new to me: I write these thoughts.
In English.
There is two reasons for that:
- 1st: I want to develop my English skill.
- 2nd: I'd like to share these thoughts with more people.
- 3rd :): Maybe these thoughts become a book on someday.

Firstly it is for me, secondly for anybody who is interested.
So, If you are not me who read these lines and don't understand, the error is not in you. Probably in my English.
And hopefully the ununderstandable parts will be more fun then annoying. :)

Why this domain?
Because it is valuable for me.
I paid a lot for it in the past. :)
I made a lots of effort to maintain it.
The consciousness is an endless space with the countless minds as galaxies in it. It's a place where these minds can trade with their thoughts, can share their light or deep dark. :)

But the previous contents seems to wheightless compare to this experiment.
So I reset it.
Today it is simple and pure as a newly born child.
It will evolve with my precious thoughts starting from now.
And hopefully it will be shining and revolutionary in the not so distant future. :)

I'm not a young - however I feel young myself in my mind, or maybe I'm simply childish and sometimes daydreamer -, but I'm not old too.
I have children and wife. Most of us have.
I love them. Probably most of us love.
I have dreams. A lots of us have.
I have goals. A lots of us have.
I'd like wealth. Most of us would like.
I'd like to be healthy. Most of us would like.

Some of my dreams become real - but there are some glitches in the pictures.
I have achieved some success.
I reached some of my goals.
I have some wealth. A lots of us have less, a lots of us have more.
My health is average.

Am I pleased?
Not really.

We want to control our lives.
We want to become all of our dreams to be real.
We want to reach all of our goals.

But we live in a world with rules.
The circumstances dominate our lives.
We have limitations.
We are not independent.

I can't feel free myself.
I have fights I don't want to fight.
There are fights I want to fight, but I feel week myself for them.
I want to be stronger.
I'd like to live in faith, but I live in doubts.

I have read a lots of sci-fi story besides other kind of literature.
One of them was about a simulated world in a computer. The goal of that simulation was to develop new effective marketing strategies and technics.
Although it was almost 20 year before I read this story, the idea of this type of simulation has been affecting my thinking since then. (More then the Matrix movie.)

Yesterday I found an article which lead me to the theory of the solipsism and the work of Nick Bostrom, titled “Are You Living In a Computer Simulation?”. Mr. Bostrom's came that conclusion, that we are almost certainly living in a computer simulation.

I can't release the thought, what if it is the truth?

Can we prove this probability somehow?
How affects the belief of this about my life?

The experiment was sarted.